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DRMS: The 2020 Collection

by Stopping Clocks

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Risviltsov Improved and sharpened production accompanied with some reworks of older tracks to repair what flaws there were in otherwise great tracks. Excellent album. Favorite track: Nodus Tollens (2020 Demo).
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Think I'm falling in deep again Back into that old state of mind Now I'm losing sleep again How long's it been, I've been losing time Since I've come back to this dream again Words flow through my head like neon signs Take me through and among the stars and Define me all over again Don't see another wasted year This time i feel it's going my way Maybe morning's coming soon To call me back awake Voice is guiding me through the night To a place where we can't be seen Such a pretty face inside Think you should hear it from me For the first time ever Things come together for me Maybe I'll look back At all the uncertainty And look in the mirror And see who I've wanted to be For the first time ever It all comes together And it's all because of you and your words
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It's time for me to go I'll talk you through your Hardships and heartaches And we'll wait for hours While you lay here Leaning into me It's that time, full of conflict And feelings of uncertainty And losing track Of the answers that I thought I'd found I adore this city but it's bringing me down Just like LCD when he was around And soon enough this will all be A faraway dream And I promise to never forget how this feels The sky is fading and it kills me The thought that I'll never feel this way again Do you remember The time we spent getting high on Something that we'll never know Or care about 'cause we lived in the moment Would you believe that was only yesterday I'm still lost in the memory 'Cause I know that soon it will be distant I adore this city but it's bringing me down Just like James back when he was still around And soon enough this will all be a faraway dream And the sun fell but it's still hitting me Just as hard now as it ever will And trust me when I say that I'll love it this time while I can Now we'll watch as The city lights fade out from view For the last time now And the next time I arrive I'll feel absent of you The next time I arrive I'll feel absent of you
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I wish I'd have said sorry When it was deserved I don't know why I say it Anymore but it doesn't matter now 'Cause I've found someone And I've moved on from myself At least that's what I say these days Stealing things to say When I think I'm feeling something And it's worth taking from someone That's said it better than I ever could How many times Have I said that I don't know It's been so long and I still can't find Anything new to say to you I'm sorry for these things I've said But never put to use I guess a million apologies Won't meet the worth of time with you I wish I understood how to Trust myself with someone else But all I can do anymore Is find some new excuse But I'll find a way To believe the things you way Sometimes it's hard to accept That there might be someone here Worth living for I'll find a new soundtrack For the countless hours spent away From the only one that matters Help me make it through today How many times Can I lean on these trends I've spent far too long avoiding All these things I'll never fix I'm sorry for the months I've wasted Hiding from the truth I guess a million apologies Won't meet the worth of honesty
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Doesn't it all sound the same I guess we'll just never change Something will fall in our way No surprise The distance is breaking me down And the wind's all that keeps me here And the feeling of the ground beneath me Is all that's real It was like the world was on fire And left you lying on your own Watching the sky burn above you
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Cute thing With a mermaid's voice And a scarecrow's limbs I'll give you what you want If you'll only ask for more Worry me With your room to breathe And your ocean's hair You've got me where you want Show me who you are Spinning under A spotlight sky Speaking in tongues Tell me not to cry Keep me dry Under rainy skies Pale bright eyes I just need you to say I'll be here to stay Because you care Because you know me This is more than human Fall under a deep sea Carry me away Beyond the sands and waves To leave the hurt away We can hide away Spinning into Another light Underneath the bridge High over again Carry me away Beyond the sands and waves To leave the hurt away We can hide away
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It's time for me to go I'll talk you through your Hardships and heartaches And we'll wait for hours While you lay here Leaning into me It's that time, full of conflict And feelings of uncertainty And losing track Of the answers that I thought I'd found I adore this city but it's bringing me down Just like LCD when he was around And soon enough this will all be A faraway dream And I promise to never forget how this feels The sky is fading and it kills me The thought that I'll never feel this way again Do you remember The time we spent getting high on Something that we'll never know Or care about 'cause we lived in the moment Would you believe that was only yesterday I'm still lost in the memory 'Cause I know that soon it will be distant I adore this city but it's bringing me down Just like James back when he was still around And soon enough this will all be a faraway dream And the sun fell but it's still hitting me Just as hard now as it ever will And trust me when I say that I'll love it this time while I can Now we'll watch as The city lights fade out from view For the last time now And the next time I arrive I'll feel absent of you The next time I arrive I'll feel absent of you
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I thank you for today But I guess I'd better go Intrigue is running thin Nothing has to be for certain But I feel it's time Am I ready to move beyond you A forty-day season With a winter all the while To last into the years to come A new dawn bleeds in From beneath the smokescreen A reminder of the energy Lost in the heat Gone are the days When I would love to be With and just like you I am free
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What did I want from you You gave it all to me All I ever asked you gave away like a dream But still, it was wrong Something was gone We couldn’t outlast the ones with nothing at loss And the silence was crushing you There’s no one to tell me I’m wrong And anxiety was nothing But a force to tear us apart All I owe you Is all I am You wrote it all to me I never understood I left so much to give For everything you had And everything That fell into place Is falling apart at last I’ll be coming clean Leaving lies behind Our identities Change with passing time And some things are hard to define I doubt we’ll ever know why We only had to believe And everything was clear to see What did I want from you You gave it all to me All I ever asked you gave away like a dream But still, it was wrong Something was gone We couldn’t outlast the ones with nothing at loss And the silence was crushing you There’s no one to tell me I’m wrong And anxiety was nothing But a force to tear us apart All I owe you Is all I am All I owe you Is all I am How much can you take Before you cave in
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And if you ever let this feeling fade You just may get your chance to start again The door has closed on your time What's in your heart But did you waste it Did you find your answer Are you any better off Or closer to peace Why have you run back To all your old vices Was it worth losing your precious breath Was it worth losing it all Body earthbound I'm tied to the ground And buried beneath The forest around me Life fills the land As I'm too weak to stand You won't understand That I'm unable And you can't stand me When I'm unstable The season is over And all I've become The sum of these lies When the day is done It's too late to run It's too late to run And still life goes on Your wings will melt beneath the sun Spiraling down from the peak of a bridge Into the deepest ocean's trench
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I have let you fall But I won't lose it all I won't die for this Why have we come to this I was selfish But time is priceless I won't waste it Trying to change it 'Cause I can't change this Or make it right Tearing out a page Rip out a chapter It's unfortunate The passion's only Echoing around Into the deep below And nothing lasts forever This I know, it can't be helped And it's my fault But I know that It's what's best In the end Here I'm alone now The choice was always here But it takes more bravery Than I could manage All those days or years ago Scanning over pictures And the poetry of what's left for me How lucky was I then When I had and loved it all More than you or I could ever know anymore Lying on my own now As the sky's alight again And the irony is tangible More so than what's left That we can feel I'll start again
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I won’t lie to you But if you want me to I’ll never let you past the face That I put on for you I told you I would give You just what you wanted And so I’ve only asked for more So tell me Why are we so far apart Softly let me in to control Your fragile heart I’ll be gentle As I know how to be This dishonesty Won’t let me off easy To tell you the truth It shouldn’t bother you But how can you tell when I have never Said it all before I can’t be here for you always But I can try To make up the time But I may have to lie So tell me Why are we so far apart Softly let me in to control Your fragile heart I’ll be gentle As I know how to be This dishonesty Won’t let you get to me
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Take me back Just take me back I'm not fit for these days I'm a weight on this world So take me back Just take me back A shock of blue In a sky only looking For it's night So take me back Just take me back Take me away Take me somewhere nice Somewhere better than here and now Take me back Take me back
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Life goes on So easy to let go Love will pass All these highs could never last It's no one's fault But you're to blame When I get caught In this old game What is it you have to lose to understand Why it didn't mean a thing to me to comprehend That it doesn't really matter now And that we're all So devoid of all conviction As to let ourselves rest in pain Resentment rides On waves of stone And icy blades And cold steel thorns To let you down Like we all deserve Such a cutthroat world We're made to serve And caring means patience When time has run low To let you move on I may have to let go To take back the times That I admit to have loved And all that we made All that you made for me What is it you have to lose to understand Why it didn't mean a thing to me to comprehend That it doesn't really matter now And that we're all So devoid of all conviction As to let ourselves rest in pain What is it I'd love to lose, love to forget So that it won't mean a thing to me to comprehend That it doesn't have to matter now And that I'm not So devoid of all conviction As to let myself rest in pain
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It's harder than you know To live out these days And let the grey skies go But I'm content Waiting for another skyrise To guide me home Only for a minute I escape I disappear I'm none of your concern Only for a night I fall away Fall out of the spiral Out of the decay It takes more strength than you know To live out the day And let the connections die But I'm content Waiting for another star's life To take me away Only for tonight I understand I forget It's none of my concern Only for the night I'll be away Fall into the moon above Into the morning sky Confessions never made Confessions never heard Beauties never made clear And flaws that drown us out Drown us in our doubt Never loved and lost so truly As when I was young But we can start again
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Just talk to me I'm always here In case you need a friend It may be rare But I can offer Things I can't explain Something conflicting Misunderstood We all take flight sometimes I've got something In my hand That'll help us through these nights You don't have to be alone It's simpler than you know Something all so ordinary Will be there when you're low You may not always need me here I'm not your closest friend But distantly I may still watch When all your world breaks in Perfectly normal You understand We all take flight sometimes I've got something In my hand To help you through these times You don't have to be alone It's simpler than you know Something all so ordinary Will be there when you're low We'll be there when you're low We'll be there when you're low Be patient, take it slow You'll never be alone The time won't let you go I'll be there when you're low We'll be there when you're low
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I need another reason To stay around When all the world Will tear us apart Don't you want To close your eyes And leave it all behind I need another reason To let you inside When all you've done Is shut me out Don't you think Some love could change This world that takes The selves we make There's no one else in this life More worth living for Don't you care and understand Everything that we've done for you All we ever manage Is a deathly spiral In the hopes that We'll all make it out someday Pretend that you're moving on And you'll be okay I need another reason To live in today To look ahead Shut the past away When all that surrounds me Is this dense air of dread There's no one else in this life More worth living for Don't you care and understand Everything that we've done for you And there's no one here to listen When you're crying out for saving And there's no one here to care There's no one here to listen When you're crying for redemption And there's no one here to care When you've found your way back home Do you think you're ready To give up your life for this In your empty joy Empathy's another life away All you need's a chance To break away
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Another year passes by Half as much of my life And I find myself awake Just as if it's worth my time And the nights never fail to reveal This pathetic desperation That I can't help but laugh at When it takes its piece of me Take your hysterics with you When you're gone They're unwanted In this home You don't have To live like this Don't let yourself Settle for less When the daylight rises I'll think that I'm redeemed But the night's still on the horizon Steady approaching me And it never fails to remind me Of this pathetic fear of mine And I find it so hard forgetting That it's taken its piece of me Take your hysterics with you When you're gone They're unwanted In this home You don't have To live like this Don't let yourself Settle for less
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Have you been awake all this time Is there a way to put this all into words Will I make it to the end this time We're not the type to understand how it works Was there a time when I never cared Or wanted something more than fiction Was there a time before I was found When I was something less than human No one has to know Who we are I'm not sure who I am In your arms There's something in the way I'm paralyzed Turn and look away Don't trust my eyes Have you been dreaming all this time Is there a way to make you understand Will I make it out once again You're not the type to know who I am Was there a time when I'd given up And wished all the world to get over Was there a time before I was found When I was never more than sober No one has to know Who we are Reasons I should stay here In your arms Fear is rushing back Your heart is high Imperfect I abandon My disguise
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You tell me it's so far away And you're not ready It doesn't have to mean a thing Cause I'll still be here As long as we're under this sky We're still together And when you're close enough You'll find it never mattered Just sit here and breathe with me Let me reach you across the sea Worlds can't tear us apart Only the love will hold out Tell us what we need to hear Truth is ephemeral now Help us deny all of our fears We're better off without them Misled in all the greatest ways Words are the method to your scars Let's conceal them all the same Never let them fall apart Just sit here and breathe with me Let me reach you across the sea Worlds will tear us apart Love can't always hold out
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Seated just out of my peripheral vision So I have to turn my head To get a glimpse of the magnet force That reeled me in so quickly Loosen the reins Let us roam free Like the curious creatures We're meant to be Hear me when I say it was worth it in the end Someday I'll tell you my story Someday we might just be friends Someday we'll fall in each other's path Collide like the world at the end I think I wanna know about you And I think I care about you And I want to be beside you I want you to know you're loved Like you deserve Oh you said you think I'm alright Well I think of you just the same What a nice little formality The clever little games we play Freely associating thoughts Running through my head Like the waves along a sea that never ends I'll write you all my life story So we can be what I think is friends Someday we'll take our separate ways Let's make the best of now while we can I want you in my life story Cause I think you need more than a friend I'll make sure we never have to part Together until the end
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Do you think it's time To leave it all behind And take it from the start Do you think we're ready And stable enough Or will we only fall apart We're something to be proud of Walking in the back of A hero's triumphant kiss We've got a little home A story to call our own In each other a homely bliss I know it's hard Believe me, I don't understand myself But I want to know you I want to help you know yourself Do you think it's right To step into the light Or will it blind me again Can't waste all my time On if it's wrong or right To look past a lonely night I'll take another chance Looks like I'll never learn What's worth putting up a fight False promises Never to be forgiven But we can pretend to forget I know it's hard Believe me, I don't understand myself But I want to know you I want to help you know yourself I know it's lonely Believe me, I understand it all too well But I want to love you I want to help you love yourself I don't know myself I don't know you anymore It's put me all through hell But what have I been searching for
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And if I lose myself Won't you promise To let me find you again Let me sit with you At the edge of the world And look out into the stars Ahead into our future A sea that never ends You just don't see it yet Follow me into the dark Rub your eyes and look again All the colors will show themselves From deep into my heart As we start over again I can't take this from you It's my job to advise you And yours to despise me I have to let you down My wall is up against you And you can't get a word in I can't let you in my head It's my pleasure In my attrition And all these things you've said Fall out of me Lost in indecision So tell me why You only ever catch my heart When we're all too far apart And tell me why You only ever call my name When I've given up And tell me why You always seem to catch my eye In a dream and leave me to cry And tell me why It never feels the same When I'm trying my hardest to daydream You're not alone anymore Don't concern yourself With what you can't control There's no time in this life To wonder what went wrong When you can't make it right So tell me why You only ever catch my heart When we're all too far apart And tell me why You only ever call my name When I've given up And tell me why You always seem to catch my eye In a dream and leave me to cry And tell me why It never feels the same When I'm trying my hardest to daydream
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It's hard to imagine you in anyone's arms But it's harder to imagine you with anyone else Do I wanna hear what you have to say I may not like your answer anyway Do I wanna face the truth again Has it really been so long since the last time Take my love Don't take it away It's got a heart of it's own And it doesn't want to lose you Hey, don't take My love away Hold me close and gently Cause I'm always fragile around you Take my love Don't take it away In the cold winter weather Let me warm up beside you Hey, don't take My love away Just give me a chance It's hard to think that you might be just like me But never willing to take it further than a memory Do I wanna know what's in your head Do you really listen to your heart I don't know what I want anymore But I know it's something to do with you again Take my love Don't take it away It's got a heart of it's own And it doesn't want to lose you Hey, don't take My love away Hold me close and tightly Cause I'm always softer around you Take my love Don't take it away In the cold winter weather Let me warm up beside you Hey, don't take My love away Just give me one more chance Please don't let me feel this love alone I just can't let go, it's been so long and lonely I don't think I know where I belong And I just can't let go, I know I'm wrong It's hard to take when I hear you call my name When I know it's just another bored and lonely day Will you ever let me in your heart We can take it all back from the start I'd give up anything, I'd give up all I own To see you smile gently in my arms Take my love Don't take it away It's got a heart of it's own And it doesn't want to lose you Hey, don't take My love away Hold me close and tightly Cause I'm always softer around you Take my love Don't take it away In the cold winter weather Let me warm up beside you Hey, don't take My love away Just give me a chance
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Time won't change some life in us The way it changes what it makes And what is made, the words that break it All for one in lonely union Simple as it is To slip into unconsciousness You have to live a volunteer To make it worth the blood and tears Yesterday will find its way Into tomorrow anyway And all tomorrow's loving Gentle tears resolve the past-gone fear If only we could open up their eyes But they don't want to change And it's okay if they aren't satisfied We'll never change their minds It shouldn't matter much to us We're all together anyway As far as that may be It's still enough for you and me We found a new start And though we all are worlds apart There's still a chance we'll find ourselves And each other in our entropic love Worlds apart within this world Crushing distance tears apart The ones that live inside us all That search for others like them A lonely soul is only disenchanted with the company they know
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Take me away into this world Over the edge we once would roam Waking up alone again Ringing all around my head In the end it's all the same Cause I can't let you go I won't beg you to stay But I won't fade away Gentle now I'd give you anything To see you smile And take this love from me Feel me now Take what's left of me I'd give you every first time If it meant we'd last forever So don't leave me behind I know it's not meant to be Us together Why should I have to let you go Why do you make me lose control Feels like I only ever run in circles Every time I break down again I'll let you go It's hard but it's for the better I'll let you go I'll be the best pretender Until then I know That things will work out for the better I'll wear the facade And lie to the mirror All my life To find you again To find you again
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All Stopping Clocks material prior to Age of Innocence, either remixed, remastered, or re-recorded.

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released December 9, 2022

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