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Moodswinger

by Stopping Clocks

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Risviltsov A very dreamy, ethereal album with lonely and desperate lyrics, sang by a hopeless romantic coming to terms with their situation. Favorite track: Beside You.
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1.
Ordinary 03:13
Just talk to me I'm always here In case you need a friend It may be rare But I can offer Things I can't explain Something conflicting Misunderstood We all take flight sometimes I've got something In my hand That'll help us through these nights You don't have to be alone It's simpler than you know Something all so ordinary Will be there when you're low You may not always need me here I'm not your closest friend But distantly I may still watch When all your world breaks in Perfectly normal You understand We all take flight sometimes I've got something In my hand To help you through these times You don't have to be alone It's simpler than you know Something all so ordinary Will be there when you're low We'll be there when you're low We'll be there when you're low Be patient, take it slow You'll never be alone The time won't let you go I'll be there when you're low We'll be there when you're low
2.
I need another reason To stay around When all the world Will tear us apart Don't you want To close your eyes And leave it all behind I need another reason To let you inside When all you've done Is shut me out Don't you think Some love could change This world that takes The selves we make There's no one else in this life More worth living for Don't you care and understand Everything that we've done for you All we ever manage Is a deathly spiral In the hopes that We'll all make it out someday Pretend that you're moving on And you'll be okay I need another reason To live in today To look ahead Shut the past away When all that surrounds me Is this dense air of dread There's no one else in this life More worth living for Don't you care and understand Everything that we've done for you And there's no one here to listen When you're crying out for saving And there's no one here to care There's no one here to listen When you're crying for redemption And there's no one here to care When you've found your way back home Do you think you're ready To give up your life for this In your empty joy Empathy's another life away All you need's a chance To break away
3.
Hysterics 03:59
Another year passes by Half as much of my life And I find myself awake Just as if it's worth my time And the nights never fail to reveal This pathetic desperation That I can't help but laugh at When it takes its piece of me Take your hysterics with you When you're gone They're unwanted In this home You don't have To live like this Don't let yourself Settle for less When the daylight rises I'll think that I'm redeemed But the night's still on the horizon Steady approaching me And it never fails to remind me Of this pathetic fear of mine And I find it so hard forgetting That it's taken its piece of me Take your hysterics with you When you're gone They're unwanted In this home You don't have To live like this Don't let yourself Settle for less
4.
Have you been awake all this time Is there a way to put this all into words Will I make it to the end this time We're not the type to understand how it works Was there a time when I never cared Or wanted something more than fiction Was there a time before I was found When I was something less than human No one has to know Who we are I'm not sure who I am In your arms There's something in the way I'm paralyzed Turn and look away Don't trust my eyes Have you been dreaming all this time Is there a way to make you understand Will I make it out once again You're not the type to know who I am Was there a time when I'd given up And wished all the world to get over Was there a time before I was found When I was never more than sober No one has to know Who we are Reasons I should stay here In your arms Fear is rushing back Your heart is high Imperfect I abandon My disguise
5.
Ephemeral 02:21
You tell me it's so far away And you're not ready It doesn't have to mean a thing Cause I'll still be here As long as we're under this sky We're still together And when you're close enough You'll find it never mattered Just sit here and breathe with me Let me reach you across the sea Worlds can't tear us apart Only the love will hold out Tell us what we need to hear Truth is ephemeral now Help us deny all of our fears We're better off without them Misled in all the greatest ways Words are the method to your scars Let's conceal them all the same Never let them fall apart Just sit here and breathe with me Let me reach you across the sea Worlds will tear us apart Love can't always hold out
6.
Beside You 04:39
Seated just out of my peripheral vision So I have to turn my head To get a glimpse of the magnet force That reeled me in so quickly Loosen the reins Let us roam free Like the curious creatures We're meant to be Hear me when I say it was worth it in the end Someday I'll tell you my story Someday we might just be friends Someday we'll fall in each other's path Collide like the world at the end I think I wanna know about you And I think I care about you And I want to be beside you I want you to know you're loved Like you deserve Oh you said you think I'm alright Well I think of you just the same What a nice little formality The clever little games we play Freely associating thoughts Running through my head Like the waves along a sea that never ends I'll write you all my life story So we can be what I think is friends Someday we'll take our separate ways Let's make the best of now while we can I want you in my life story Cause I think you need more than a friend I'll make sure we never have to part Together until the end
7.
Do you think it's time To leave it all behind And take it from the start Do you think we're ready And stable enough Or will we only fall apart We're something to be proud of Walking in the back of A hero's triumphant kiss We've got a little home A story to call our own In each other a homely bliss I know it's hard Believe me, I don't understand myself But I want to know you I want to help you know yourself Do you think it's right To step into the light Or will it blind me again Can't waste all my time On if it's wrong or right To look past a lonely night I'll take another chance Looks like I'll never learn What's worth putting up a fight False promises Never to be forgiven But we can pretend to forget I know it's hard Believe me, I don't understand myself But I want to know you I want to help you know yourself I know it's lonely Believe me, I understand it all too well But I want to love you I want to help you love yourself I don't know myself I don't know you anymore It's put me all through hell But what have I been searching for
8.
And if I lose myself Won't you promise To let me find you again Let me sit with you At the edge of the world And look out into the stars Ahead into our future A sea that never ends You just don't see it yet Follow me into the dark Rub your eyes and look again All the colors will show themselves From deep into my heart As we start over again I can't take this from you It's my job to advise you And yours to despise me I have to let you down My wall is up against you And you can't get a word in I can't let you in my head It's my pleasure In my attrition And all these things you've said Fall out of me Lost in indecision So tell me why You only ever catch my heart When we're all too far apart And tell me why You only ever call my name When I've given up And tell me why You always seem to catch my eye In a dream and leave me to cry And tell me why It never feels the same When I'm trying my hardest to daydream You're not alone anymore Don't concern yourself With what you can't control There's no time in this life To wonder what went wrong When you can't make it right So tell me why You only ever catch my heart When we're all too far apart And tell me why You only ever call my name When I've given up And tell me why You always seem to catch my eye In a dream and leave me to cry And tell me why It never feels the same When I'm trying my hardest to daydream
9.
It's hard to imagine you in anyone's arms But it's harder to imagine you with anyone else Do I wanna hear what you have to say I may not like your answer anyway Do I wanna face the truth again Has it really been so long since the last time Take my love Don't take it away It's got a heart of it's own And it doesn't want to lose you Hey, don't take My love away Hold me close and gently Cause I'm always fragile around you Take my love Don't take it away In the cold winter weather Let me warm up beside you Hey, don't take My love away Just give me a chance It's hard to think that you might be just like me But never willing to take it further than a memory Do I wanna know what's in your head Do you really listen to your heart I don't know what I want anymore But I know it's something to do with you again Take my love Don't take it away It's got a heart of it's own And it doesn't want to lose you Hey, don't take My love away Hold me close and tightly Cause I'm always softer around you Take my love Don't take it away In the cold winter weather Let me warm up beside you Hey, don't take My love away Just give me one more chance Please don't let me feel this love alone I just can't let go, it's been so long and lonely I don't think I know where I belong And I just can't let go, I know I'm wrong It's hard to take when I hear you call my name When I know it's just another bored and lonely day Will you ever let me in your heart We can take it all back from the start I'd give up anything, I'd give up all I own To see you smile gently in my arms Take my love Don't take it away It's got a heart of it's own And it doesn't want to lose you Hey, don't take My love away Hold me close and tightly Cause I'm always softer around you Take my love Don't take it away In the cold winter weather Let me warm up beside you Hey, don't take My love away Just give me a chance
10.
Lonely Union 03:12
Time won't change some life in us The way it changes what it makes And what is made, the words that break it All for one in lonely union Simple as it is To slip into unconsciousness You have to live a volunteer To make it worth the blood and tears Yesterday will find its way Into tomorrow anyway And all tomorrow's loving Gentle tears resolve the past-gone fear If only we could open up their eyes But they don't want to change And it's okay if they aren't satisfied We'll never change their minds It shouldn't matter much to us We're all together anyway As far as that may be It's still enough for you and me We found a new start And though we all are worlds apart There's still a chance we'll find ourselves And each other in our entropic love Worlds apart within this world Crushing distance tears apart The ones that live inside us all That search for others like them A lonely soul is only disenchanted with the company they know
11.
Take me away into this world Over the edge we once would roam Waking up alone again Ringing all around my head In the end it's all the same Cause I can't let you go I won't beg you to stay But I won't fade away Gentle now I'd give you anything To see you smile And take this love from me Feel me now Take what's left of me I'd give you every first time If it meant we'd last forever So don't leave me behind I know it's not meant to be Us together Why should I have to let you go Why do you make me lose control Feels like I only ever run in circles Every time I break down again I'll let you go It's hard but it's for the better I'll let you go I'll be the best pretender Until then I know That things will work out for the better I'll wear the facade And lie to the mirror All my life To find you again To find you again
12.
Have you been awake all this time Is there a way to put this all into words Will I make it to the end this time We're not the type to understand how it works Was there a time when I never cared Or wanted something more than fiction Was there a time before I was found When I was something less than human No one has to know Who we are I'm not sure who I am In your arms There's something in the way I'm paralyzed Turn and look away Don't trust my eyes Have you been dreaming all this time Is there a way to make you understand Will I make it out once again You're not the type to know who I am Was there a time when I'd given up And wished all the world to get over Was there a time before I was found When I was never more than sober No one has to know Who we are Reasons I should stay here In your arms Fear is rushing back Your heart is high Imperfect I abandon My disguise

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An album about how to let go

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released October 24, 2020

Ezzie & Zook - Writing, Guitar, Bass, Drums, Keyboards, Production
Ron - Writing, Guitar, Drums

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